September 23, 2004

Bride/Nurse-zilla

So I am having a little role confusion. When I am at the hospital, I am struggling to have that I am the nurse attitude and when I get home I struggle not to talk about the wedding.

I gave up the weding planning to Dan so I could focus on me a little while. That worked for like two weeks. I was relaxed and thought I could answer a few questions or help Dan out a little. WRONG!!! I went immediately into cranky just who really cares mode again. Not good for either PR or personal stress levels. "The wedding" gets bigger and bigger everyday and I'm getting more claustrophobic. I'm not even talking about money or guest numbers. It has just become this giant enormous project that seems to never end.

I did finally break and Dan was (of course) there for me. I just want to get married and never be engaged again. This is by far the hardest part of our relationship.

I am doing little things to keep sane. I finally bought my wedding shoes and even planned my Vegas fun, well, bought plane tickets anyway. That, and my preceptorship at work is over and so my next shift in the hospital is solo! That will be fun. I have decided to buy Dan a gift for the shower this weekend. I hope he likes it.

Oh yeah, and if you made it this far or care after my rant. We are registered at

Crate & Barrel
Pottery Barn
Sears
Belk

For local folks, there will be a recipe shower on Saturday November 6. Bring your favorite dish and the recipe for it! That is my kind of party. :) Food :P

Posted by erin at 17:46 | Comments (0)

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